So job hunting season is here at last. After the recuperating period from all the brain damaging examinations, now its the time to prepare for a battle arena of another kind altogether.

After approximately one and a half years since my last breakup with the girl, i finally stumbled onto her on msn. Man, imagine my feelings at that moment today at 4+pm .

So nice to see a long lost friend even though i knew that she had already changed her contact numbers. [Going to find her at her place seemed to be a little juvenile in terms of thinking, immature la] Just had a little chat with her like old times but it seemed distant, cold to me. Alot of questions floated to my mind and i just wondered to know how she was doing. Then as it went on, i discovered there was a burning desire to give her a piece of my mind for the abandonment. But ... alas... i just cannot bring myself to do it . There was not a need to make things ugly, it's just not me to do such things. I had always prided myself to part on amicable terms if relationships do not work out. And i was not going to spoil my image [whatever pittance had left in her eyes] now...

Only fate will decreed if we do talk again on msn. Ha~ i really wish i do not ever see her again ever.. It will just bring to my mind the past - be it happy or sad.. Going to lock all her memories in my safe inside the little corner of my brain.

The World Cup is here anyway. And watching the beautiful game brings to me more pleasure than going out with hot dates. Exclusively just for this month only. ^^