Has been quite a while since i last blogged.. Just too lazy and nothing eventful to write anyway.. lolzz...

So its the last day of the year 2005..

A year where the world has been plagued by many unfortunate events and loss of lives..

So many natural diasters- The tsunamis, hurricanes, earthquakes ...

Perhaps to cleanse the world of guilt or to remind everyone that life is so fragile and precious...

To treasure every second of living , for every breath of air that you take, occasionally just pause and take a good long look around you.. .

Do some good deeds purely out of your own goodwill...

Enjoy the deserved long weekend rest over the new year..

And Chinese new year is just around the corner anyway...

Cheers and play responsibly..

Craig David's latest single still rocks. Im sorry (i don't love you no more) is still on my player in the repeat mode. Sappy, downcast and nice.. Soothes my emotions whenever i hear this song now ..


I once remarked to a friend that james blunt's single, "You're beautiful" really is crap. In the whole song, he just keeps repeating the same one liner - You're beautiful x infinity...

It kept me thinking that he must have been singing this song or saying these exact words to his girlfriend or wife.. lol.. I can do likewise too.. but i guess no one is gonna pay me black gold to do that ..


But when i heard Blunt's another song "Goodbye my lover"... wow ..

I could sense his gut wrenching pain. Such songs just trigger my audio sensory systems.
Brings a tear to my eye whenever i hear that song and think about stuff. The past. Long gone and already placed in the corner of my mind. Seemingly impossible to find, yet they surface just like a thoroughly decomposed corpse dumped into the Atlantic ocean.

Call me a self depreciating fool.. but least i know how to cry and laugh...


And im glad for all that. Just need to find some focal point in my life.

Gonna prepare for the ME test on friday anyway.

~Study and study~


Buried and left for dead in a pile of books...

Just A Poem

I love you,
love you so deep so,

im sorry,
Thank you for loving me.

I hate you,
hate you so much so,

im sorry,
Now i shall spend happiness alone.

Your face etched in the clouds,

Your voice a careless whisper,

The only thing i heard i could vouch,

For my heart sunk to the ocean's bottom.

Ahh- Many laughed and chided me for being foolish..

They say dreamers ended up with absolutely rubbish,

Least i know deep inside,

if i should die this instant,

At my grave, a fortunate girl would shed a tear.

Tears of joy? or tears of grief?

Only the one involved ...

will know deep down inside..